Thanks Annie for putting into words what I try and tell my husband when I feel like dog you-know-what, but the next day work on crafts or my blog. Like Annie I AM a fighter and will continue to fight.
It's really frustrating to get little chunks of time sometimes not even a whole day to feel really good to do something, anything. I had to give up a project yesterday, which really left me defeated. I usually say "never say never" but I don't think I'll be doing anything like that with a time line until I have a whole week where I feel good all day long.
It was hard to talk to the person that invited me to do the project. I was thinking to myself while talking about what I'm going through "is she going to understand? will I lose the connection I have?" I was holding up at least 3 people. That's where the defeat and disappointment in myself came in. I was bummed yesterday and couldn't put my frustration into words. The only friends I have basically are online and from support groups I've been in so they usually understand what I go through every day. Those that know me from the "craft world" well if they read my blog they'll know who I am and like me in spite of it LOL.
Today I woke up with an extremely sore neck but because of LDN (low dose naltrexone) couldn't taken anything until 9 am., 12 hours after my dose. I'm also having some tummy trouble and some scrambled brains lol. OK if I can't laugh I would be sitting in bed crying. To take my mind off things I did watch Cool2Craft demonstrations - I love seeing craft demonstrations. I have to thank Bev in FL for that. Besides my writing it's something to look forward to every week.
OK here are some links that make me SMILE:
love his art ever since I saw it on Bethenny Getting Married? one of my guilty pleasure shows where the women don't SCREAM LOL.
Time Magazine's list of best blogs of 2010 - LOVE Cake Wrecks LOL
I heard of this but haven't seen it until now LOL